It was already 10 pm and I received the final confirmation call about our short trip to beas.

Mr. Gaurav gave me 4:30 am(Saturday) bracket to reach his place then, from there to Mr. Tandon’s place and then finally to beas. We were 5 in total.

So it was 10:30 already and I skipped my evening nap as well (Friday) plus I had breaking bad episode 3 on reminder as well… So all-in-all I was in a pretty crappy situation.

But I choose not to sleep and watch the episode (Walter thing).

The show ended and no matter what I had to sleep or else I won’t be able to wake up at 3:30.

Next thing I noe, I was up  at 3:29 am (swear on, dal makhni). Nk!

So I slept a bit more, then came Mr gaurav’s official call and i didn’t sleep after that.

While I was up I had this weird comparison wherein, I am always late for my morning tuition at 7 am but right now at 3:30 am I am fresh af.

Moving on, I booked ola to reach Mr tandon’s place (That costed over 270 bucks. But considering it was 5 in the morning and I had a comfortable ride in  ertica. So yeah ok ok ((If you have other cheaper options for travelling in morning.. Do comment)))

Fast forward to 7:30 am, we were in beas. Nice pleasant morning. Just in time for Puri. I searched for a spot for all of us to sit. And finally the moment was there.. Nice pleasant morning.. Over 15 Puris in front of me  with Chai and company of ass**** what else.

Belly was full and I had to make room for the next meal so all 5 of us roamed around and reached the satsang ghar where the satsang was about to start. It was 10 pm when It ended. A few things i would like to share from the satsang… So that you all could visit beas through this blog.

*Our mind is the sole power in this world there’s nothing more destructive than this nor innovative. It is upon us how we want to use it.

*Sow good seeds into your brain it will reap good or vis-a-vis.

*It is never the situation which is good or bad but, our mindset towards that situation.

*Our body follows the mind. Convince your brain first then do the rest.
So after that, we all sat down in the shade (The kind of greenery in beas deserves applause).

I was relaxing.. Laid over ground , hands behind head, looking above.. Waiting for some kind of inspiration to strike but I heard Mr. Shivam talking about some massage place.. And gayi bhais pani meh… I totally lost track of any inspiration… So I too joined the much elite topic of massage place and happy ending.

Group of 20 yr olds… Sitting idle.. No phones in pockets to kill time… So we started talking about college, facebook, suvreen chawla, daru, happy endings, russia.

We lost track of time, and it was already 2 pm.. That means time to head for the main-main thing that was *Question and Answers round*. So what is this thing all about.

Well, as explained to me by Mr. gaurav, this involves a total of 20 people (10 Boys 10 Girls) within the age group of 19-23. But how are these selected??  Well, once the satsang is over then everyone who falls in the above category have to deposit a slip and then out of draw 20 people are selected at random *fair enough.

I too had a dream to walk up to the stage and ask a question but the odds were soo against me that I kept my emotions under control and enjoyed other pupils questions.

Some were damm straight khappi, others were inspirational.

A question by one of them

* I have a hairfall problem and cause of that everyone is joking about me.

Answer by guru ji

*Don’t worry about such things aur ab toh ganja hona sexy hai *over 1000 janta laughed altogether

Another question

*Whenever i am doing something I never ever get the desired result moreover I feel I am not capable of doing anything.

Answer by guru ji

*Wherever you do something, do it out of any expectations of good or bad. Moreover everything in this world is difficult if you tell yourself and mind that it is difficult… Take example of changing weather .. You don’t have any control over that.. But still we adapt ourselves to the changing seasons rather complaining about the heat in summers and the rest. So it is upon us whether we want to stay at one place for the rest of lives or make ourselves mentally strong to face different situations.


So after that mind refreshing session we were now free  and without wasting  time we moved towards exiting beas so as to avoid any delay due to traffic jams.
On our way out Mr raja, ishu and me we all were feeling thankful for whatever the God has blessed us with academic wise. *ab bcom Waleh aur kya baat karengey.

In a way we were also criticising the way PU checks papers cause they are also operating on a lucky draw model while checking papers.

*If your name starts from M  then, tumari supli in economics.

*Paper dalo bahar seh magar grace. mat do sabko.
Anyways bullshit continues… And after a while we had dinner at 6:30 pm in havehli *koe naa

Beautiful crowd made it difficult for me to breathe properly.

A few things I want to tell about this place.

I’ve been here when I was very small baccha..

I was innocent…

I had the same 3 friends…

And I really liked the truck inside havehli
But fast forward to now everything took a 360 ° turn but the truck was still there.. Seeing that made me realise how far I’ve come and yet still there. * nostalgic
Dal Makhni – Kadhi Paneer – Shahi Paneer – Butter Nan- Roti

But even if only, I had Dal Makhni and nan I would’ve been more satisfied.

*Just then I realised adjacent to havehli there’s Subway- Macdonalds 24 hr . So if anyone’s interested *karo comment and banano programme.

Mr shivam was the one driving on the way back, returned the toll tax ticket and when I saw the shiv mandir.. I asked for blessing but in a way I was sad cause seeing shiv mandir made me realise that the trip was near its end *Ludhiana reached.
After mandatory goodbyes, I reached home-mom-khana-bath-whatsapp-insta-Tv-Soogayeh 🍻🍻🍻
Hope u enjoyed. It’s Tuesday past midnight and I visited beas last Saturday so yes kudos to my sharp memory.

Any new song u listed to or the movie or new saheli in ur life do share info.

I’ve been listing to lamborghini by Rd madan (Haryanvi song hai… Full tait)

Movie meh tiger aur pink.. Tiger toh dhekni padhi but pink mann seh dheki.. Amazing Movie.. Gave me another prospective to look at girls, made a lot of sense.. Superb work by Mr bachhan.. I don’t think any other actor (except Irfan Khan) would’ve been able to deliver the performance if not him.

Thats it yo yo honey Singh… See you in next……

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*Haveli whole crew

#Beas #Sarurday #Procastinate #Yahoo



this blog covers the books i have read,reading,about to read.

This blog would cover the books which i have read in past. Books have always helped me/assisted me in many things. So they do occupy a certain place both inside me and my shelf.

So how come i got interested in reading?

this is a question which can’t be answered simply by saying “i find reading interesting and more fun than doing other things” Trust me if someone answers this to the above question then, surely he doesn’t have that zeal for reading.

Back to my answer i was never interested in reading anything …seriously nothing…i used to yawn big  whenever i use to think about anything but reading and that has reflected in my teenage years.

Why am i saying teenage years?

Because not every child has the universal knowledge about how to be,what certain things to say ,what not to say,how to behave among girls,not to take things so seriously …

So yes i did struggle with hell many things while i was growing up like i remember my heart pumping  so fast whenever a teacher used to call my name in the class…i remember taking simple kind gestures of girls towards me as in they are attracted to me which ultimately costed my friendship with them….i remember being too shy among girls, and even though some were genuinely interested in me but i used to run away from that situations which obviously costed me some great opportunities.

Anyways, life goes on …many new places to go …many new people to meet…so much food to try …no fucks to give …and most importantly never letting that *curious* self die  within you ..whether it asks you to do some silly things …whether it asks you to go and talk to the girl …whether it asks you to try new things like beer (even though nobody in your family drinks)….and the list goes on …just don’t let the pressure of *what will they say* get better of you

God Damm …i came here to write about the books i’ve read (i noe sh!t happens)

Lets get to it ….

So these are the list of book i’ve read in my whole life…and funny thing is majority books are only 6 months old and here comes the BLOG…

The list shows the book i have read, not ones i am currently reading…and i would try my best to go down the memory lane and write about how i felt about them….

(And listing to *Rivers* by  thomas jack is never good …its keeps on looping whenever u want to concentrate on something)


I remember browsing through an online store …and this book pops up that too for pre-booking. I still have no idea as to why i ordered it but yes …this is the first book i read . Half-Girlfriend by chetan bhagat. Considering it was my first novel so i had null expectations from it. Also one more things that influenced me to read this was the sheer fact that i watched *Two states* just a few days prior to ordering this.

Anyways, i loved the book when i read it. It had its share of twists,youth,sex and most importantly happy ending at the end . And i could flaunt among others that yes i have read this book …cause the kind of hype this book created just after its release was incredible and the one who read it had the license to fault their reading skills. But I felt the story wasn’t that magical, so before reading this do look for other options.

*overall i don’t recommend this to you*

Raakshash –  Prakash Jha

 I remember ordering this one, just because it was reviewed in a local newspaper and after reading couple of romantic novels, I needed this to be my next read. Its based on a serial killer, why he became such a person, what things he went through in childhood, and finally how he got arrested. A great read BTW, takes you through hell of emotions. But after reading other books of the same genre I would say  this book was moderate in comparison to the rest.

*I Too Had A Love Story

Well, my only reason as to why didn’t recommended you Chetan Bhagat’s half girlfriend was simply because of this book. A great story written by Ravinder Singh. This was the first work of his which I read, and I’m glad. Amazing story by him. How did he met the love of his and why the title says he *Had a love story *. I liked the way his book started off with sights of his college reunion, then how he met the girl, what happened next and other things that led to such beautiful work. I read this last year so I am not able to recollect the fine details but of course the book takes you through spree of emotions and the end leave  you with a mysterious/sad/satisfying feeling.

 *Revolution 2020

Well, firstly I didn’t bought the book. But a  good friend if mine gave this to me, when I told her I am interested in reading novels by Bhagat. She suggested me this and later texted me she’ll bring this for me tomorrow. The sheer fact was that I wanted to read more of Bhagat’s work.  This was was Bhagat’s third work which I was reading, and I did like the book cause of two reasons. Firstly I wanted to make a good first impression on her. Secondly and most importantly it wasn’t all sex,  which contrary to notion that all Bhagat’s work is explicit . An inspiring story of how a middle class child got hold of millions. An amazing story of three friends and the what happens when life overtake. A tale of two friends where one finds nothing wrong in wrong and the other fights for it.

*Stranger –  Trilogy

Romance, mystery amazing read but to to grasp the  whole story I had to cover three books. Initially I thought of reading the part one only but somehow I got attached to the parts and finished the trilogy. Great read I tweeted about my progress on the book and the author Mr. Novoneel Chakraborty he showed response on my tweet. Anyways three book takes a hell of reading and mind fucking twists till end but all in great to say least. Easily the best thriller to read people.

Do read this so we can workout some tricks given in the book.


That’s right I read this *Book of literate* as well and not once, not twice but whole fk three times. But every time I read it I felt  either the book has changed or have I grown up. Either way nice, pleasant read. A complete family novel. No sex, no lifting nothing to please  your imagination. Keeping personal desires aside i would say I don’t like the non-fictional work by Mr Panlo cause for one sole reason of following our passion I don’t like reading the whole book.

What else I can write about it, well the sheer nonsense I got to know in the end of the book.

Now here’s the list of the books which I didn’t mentioned earlier..

*Love me I am broke

*Perks of being a Wallflower (Amazing book)

*The power of your subconscious mind(Thumbs up)

*Fault in our stars(Naa)

*Who will cry when you will die (Must)

*Sorry, You Are  Not My Type (Average)
And here are the ones which are in progress

Captive in dark

After reading all these lovely novels. I always wanted to read some dark romantic novels.. And when I searched my wish on Google this book pops up on the top. So In no time I decided to order it but unfortunately it costed over 500 bucks for the paperback edition but fortunately it was free for the kindle app edition. Damm right your boy downloaded the kindle edition and I have read over 40% of the book.. And trust me these dark romantic novels are no joke especially this one. With some brutal scenes  written with such mindfuck emotions makes you feel brutally bad for the girl.. The way his master treats her. The pendulum of emotions that one goes through is something not everyone likes. But still a refreshing story makes you broad minded about life and fills you with some important life lessons.
*And then there were none

Every Saturday there comes a list of top 10 reads both fictional and non- fictional.

And this book featured in that list for straight 4 weeks, giving me enough reasons to read it.

I have read  about a quarter of this and I can’t say decide whether I like it or not there are parts where I feel like I have wasted money cause there are 10 names which comes simultaneously and each 10 of these charters have a different story attached to them so all in all while reading the story you have keep track of the names and the respective  story which is backing that character and to me that’s soo much to ask. But there’s always good in something and I have to find what’s that in this.
Thats it folks, people, humans…

Thanks for your time.

I still remember I started writing this particular post about two weeks ago. And finally done with it. It’s funny how *tomorrow never comes* is actually true.
Do mention the books which you  have read in the comments below.

Happy Saturday. *Coffee


So as the title says yes it was my birthday 2 days ago,and thanks to my procrastination i have successfully started with the blog which was supposed to be done on the birthday itself,anyways finally i have started with it that’s good …

But why do i need a blog for my birthday?

well i want to grow old and look at this blog after 10 years and want to know about  how i would feel then about this day …whether  the same me pops up  or if there’s a change in the mindset regarding birthdays

also i don’t like celebrating or being a whole fuss about it but there were things that happened on my B-day that i really felt good about and added some new experiences which definitely i would cherish for a long time.

first and the foremost thing which lifted my mood to whole fk new level was when i received a phone call at 9 in the morning …

it was an unknown number…that wasn’t the strange part cause i hardly save any number on my second phone…i picked up the phone …(((((well my second phone is samsung’s wave 525 and its been over 5 years since i had that and over the years the phone had slowed down , and that slowing process has actually mad e my phone to cause a delay of 5 seconds after i pick any call…so all-in-all)))). At 9 am i had a call from an unknown number i was anxious who it was plus my mind coming up with all the random girls  and the delay of 5 seconds because of my phone’s super-fast RAM made me even more excited. Finally I heard a girl’s voice on the other side *Holy Sheeeeeet*who is this girl…such a sweet voice…she remembered my Bday …who are u angel ???

*Aditya bol raha hai* she said softly

*Yes, i am aditya who are you * i said (cant explain the feeling)

*arre gurpreet mam bol rahi ho*

MY mind only registered the words MAM and  the hopes shattered .

Koe nnaa , hota hai…. she asked me check my IELTS results cause it would be declared today on day when i was turning 20…wah bagwan result bhi aaj heh aana tha…

Lets get back to reality …even though my parents are pretty liberal when it comes to result but the money i would for the party  were all dependent on much bands ill get in IELETS.(Typical)That’s true and i had to deal with it .

next thing i know

*Picked my phone


*Hit Go

* Results Section

*Aditya verma

*8 FUCKING overall bands

(add some extreme explicit language here times 100 ,yup thats how i fet and told my mom and chahi ji, chahu ji,dad and lastly posted in every whatsapp group)

Hell yeah, at 9:00 my hopes were shattered ,at 9:15 i wanted nothing in this world than to rest on the bed for the whole day and try to gulp in the achievement of 8 bands …How priority changes

So yes ur boy got all high 8 bands …First in my institute to get this ….teachers were shocked/happy…i went to the institute at around 1 pm there teacher asked me to deliver some key points to fellow students …*Felt good standing there,gave them some viewpoints and told them to watch as many english movies as they can …on this  my teacher gave me weird looks..but i was honest

Anyways i was amazed at how fast the day was ending but at no point i thought of freezing a moment …cause one shouldn’t stick to moment no matter how sad or happy it is …just move on … explore new places …meet new people ….But with my result, i felt satisfied and the feeling of achievement(i worked my ass off to be precise)

So back to the day,

i received many warm wishes from friends and family …but this one person texted me . i was having no contact with him for the past couple of months  but he was dear of mine for the past many years and his text showed up ..considering i did’t wished him on his day  so i wan’t expecting anything but to my surprise not everyone takes grudge so seriously and reading his text i felt huge respect for him…. he did present me with a lesson that day.

Moving on,

I called up my group to a local restaurant for treat, but they were in no mood to let go of anything cause of the result.

I had this feeling that i’m gonna be ripped out my pockets when a dear friend of mine ordered *Palak Kofta* ,with all due respect who TF orders *Palak Kofta* that was simply rip-off.

Anyways the outstanding service of the waiters made my dinner lasted for over 2 hours.

We all were standing outside, some started coming out with more plans for today out which we decided to try ice-cream of cremica at sarabha nagar …which would solve two purposes, firstly the ice cream and second the most important 10 PM friday night roaming in sarabha nagar .

So it was getting late at about 10:20 some decided to leave ….but ….but …but

Night’s still young .

Headed for my first ever *cigarette*,

It was late 11 in night traffic…no lights…nothing to disturb the moment when i had the first puff …

I didn’t felt a thing. But i had to try it to settle my own self who was urging for the experience.

Finally i was home …told mom about everything but that.

And thats about it .


Thanks for your time. I hope ur internet data was well spent.

Adios good health and wife to you.

*just a last minute advise no matter how happy u are cause of your results never post or tell it to your friends that too on your birthday …It would save a couple thousand bucks for sure.

Memories From The Day

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*Perfect Ending


Here  u are again ….u nerve-wreaking, peace shattering, pathetic,shit loads of work …Monday

I wanted to praise u more ,but my vocabulary in explicit content needs improvement.

But  actually i’m not mad at you at all…maybe cause today “Monday” wasn’t boring as it usually were.

Well just want to mention one more thing here, i was having some ideas about today’s blog …but somehow when i started typing …things took another direction and the whole topic which i was initially gonna discuss just wiped off my brain… ever happened to you before …Comments section below …lets discuss


Anyways i can’t say today *Monday* was pathetic at all…actually it went pretty well

But somehow i want to credit myself for that…2 days prior to today (Weekend) went horrible …i did nothing except than to watch movies and eat crappy food and did nothing interesting …so i talked to myself about dafaq is going on with me …cause you are the only one who knows what is actually going on and what needs to change .

So this past weekend …i promised myself that no matter what day it is…i won’t sleep regretting about the prior day ..So yes …my day went amazingly well..energetic…new experiences added …and most importantly nothing to regret.

About today ….

Woke up,

Went out for running ..great run (just need to update my playlist that’s all)

so running actually helped a lot to kick start the day…i came back home …i wasn’t sweating that much …but had to shower …all things done…i was sitting at the dinning table with oddly dressed hair perfectly falling back …newspaper in front of me …coffee in the other hand …i actually felt like a big shot executive …who was about to start his day.(but Nahhhh)


Reached college …again disappointing cause all the chutiyas were having girlfriends and me with my other friends who were perfectly eligible for them …were just starring them and drinking coca-cola.

went to attend a lecture …seemed appropriate cause i could deviate myself from having to encounter myself seeing another couple.

But its all how u look at the situation,

And trust this has no other side to look than to feel disgusted,(welcome to my single world)

But things will change, if not now …then definitely in next life.

Came back home,

i was having another class at 4 pm, but while i was having food i thought of missing the class today ..and actually that thought made me feel good….so if thinking about something could make you feel good …just imagine how much that something could bring happiness if i actually missed the class (Find happiness in small things)

So i missed that class a nap instead….

Thats it guys,

See you tomorrow ..or maybe later when i have something more to share ..with y”ll



night everyone


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Whats up people …hope u are alive

Streak going strong …2nd day in a row (cheers!!)

anyways i read a quote a few days back when Amir khan (Pak Boxer) warned Vijendra singh *Be Careful What You Wish For* after reading that quote i felt irritated cause i am firm believer of dreams and wishes, moreover by giving our dreams a second thought simply creates doubt for our ownself.

Enough of inner thoughts lets get back to today’s blog

Today was a day which was tailor made by the almighty to put me through excruciating chaos and trouble .

Woke up on a high note ,went for a drive at 7:45 in the morning…actually my sole motive to wake up this early was to go on run …but things happened …songs were playing …bike was throttling…so i ended up riding for good 40-45 mins.

Came back home wrote a letter to principal for section change. Went to college …i was informed that the councillor and the principal were sitting in the same room …but since i had contacts with councillor, so i thought of waiting outside for sometime so as to have a one-on-one conversation with him…

i waited patiently







.Dafaq going on

I went inside …no matter what happens i would put forward my case ..and leave the rest onto them

went in (Pumping)

“sir i want to change my section from B to A” i said in my softest voice

“Nahi Hoga”

“maaaderrr” i said softly inside

well the whole scene went for about good 10-15 mins.which usually involved me giving reasons as to why i want to be in that section and his reply was same as “Fuck off”

Gulping all the pride inside me …i went back to my college mates …(considering a fact that my whole group was outside  and they bunking the whole time then why the f in this world i need to change the section…haha )

Moving on ,

i came back home…with all the bul-shit i went through ,i didn’t wanted that to reflect on another thing or on  anyone else …

Had some food (obviously the only cure )

had some sleep (second best)

Then finally went out to get some fresh air and new shoes (shopping cures every fng thing)

There’s a thing about shopping …u find a nice shoe -itz out of budget…u find something in budget …then size is not there …bas essi chakar meh finally i ended up with Gol Gappeh

reached home …was in no mood to write this blog cause of no reason …just wasn’t in that zone …neither was i in mood to do workouts.

But u contemplate with oneself and finally u end up doing what’s good for u…so i did the workout ..put all energy into them ….and felt better .

I guess one rightly says *No matter how disgusted one is feeling,Workout is the answer*

Plus it helped me to get over with the shady mood i was in the whole time…


Thats it folks …thanks for your time ..enjoy life by keeping a balance among health wealth and relationships



So just finished my workout…doing home workouts cause, no time nor the money to join the gym..actually the latter .

talking about workouts …did good progress(actually, sweating right now while writing)

I am aditya verma,19 years old about to turn 20 in 10 days (wish me then), doing my third year of bcom. ,working of myself all the time ..say doing home workouts or practicing on my spoken english or being more confident in whatever field i am(but usually screws up !)

anyways why i am here ??

No idea, to be really honest …but yes there are things going on in mind right now,and maybe i am not able to stream them properly …so here i am to share myself with everyone with a view to connect with you …and also to get those thoughts out of system and share with you .

So done with the initial ice…

lets talk about today…

i’ve been observing something from the past lately that God does exit and whatever u wish for does come true…

well i was hustling  the whole month of june …in waking up, going for gym(2 hrs.) ..then for computer classes (2 hrs.) ..lastly for IELTS (5 hrs.) …god damm ..Fistly the june (month where we are supposed to lay all over the bed… i was attending these classes )

anyhow i managed that …then there were just 3 days left for my college to re-open and my dad calls up …and asks me to do some “Work”

let me define what “work” he was talking about…

i had to go to Vodafone store to pay a bill…then port that number to Airtel..(seems not so tiring but….wait for it)

i went to the store ..paid the bill ask the executive to activate the number ….”sir it will be activated within 2 hrs.” their obvious response(fuckheads !) believing their typical answer i went home…after 5 hrs… i tried calling my dad …and my cellphone answers back to me ” Yeh suvidha aapkeh mobile peh laggu nahi hai” BC! …i felt disgusted as hell

Day 01″Work” ended

Next day …back from my computer classes ( Yes they are still running)

at 1 pm (prime time to sweat …and smell terrible)

i again went to the Vodafone store …asking them the f reason for not activating the number

after waiting patiently…

“yes sir how may i help you” she said..

“****###**^^*” i said inside my head

“The number hasn’t been activated ..its been over 24 hrs.” i said

“Whats your number”

“hmm yes sir …we didn’t filed the complaint correctly …it will activated within next 10 mins”

see there are many things i do shamelessly …but replying back to a women

i gulped my pride in …bid her goodbye “Ok sir” she said in reply


Day 02 of “Work”over

i noe its getting frustrating but trust me what you reading i did that physically not virtually.

Moving on with life ..same routine …came back from computer class (there was one girl there jikeh liyeh hum wahan jateh thee …aaj pata chala uska Tally course pura hogaya *Cries)

Went to vodafone store again..

the executive who promised  to rectify everything was genuinely shocked to see me again.

After waiting impatiently….

i came to know the real f reason behind all this…and it had nothing to do with me nor the vodafone people.

it was my dad’s fault ..and i was used as a shield to cover  that shit for him…but eventually it came out..

there was another number whose bill was still pending to be paid,but my dad refused to pay it cause he said he didn’t used that number for even a penny …but  the vodafone people charged 350 bucks for it…out of frustration my dad didn’t paid that which eventually forced the vodafone people to deactivate my number as well…(Case Solved)

Phew !! finally

i paid the former’s bill ..and the latter got reactivated.

(as i am writing this my mom is forcing me to eat food ..can’t neglect the orders..)

so to wrap up all this ….my 3 days prior to college went like this …but …but …but








.KYU BHAGWAN KYU!!! *Drought

Lets see how *First day in 3rd year goes*


If you have made it this far ..i appreciate you and your time…

Feel free to mark your attendance in the comments below…and lets get to know each others life’s better ….cause social media has literally made face-to-face conversations very awkward …and i want you to start blogging as well cause when we meet ..we can have a lot to talk about


thats it folks…peace …health to you and all


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