Late night talks – *Quotes 

​*Comparison is the thief of happiness. 

Indeed a great quote and probably the solution to majority of problems we are facing today. 

I too indulge into comparisons whenever my mind wanders off. 

But I firmly believe it is my, my, my and no one else’s responsibility to tame my brain and not letting it out in the fields of imagination. 

A beautiful story I read in the past. 

It said.. 

There was a rat(our brain) which always wanted to wander off and run wild outdoors but, it never did. But, one day the rat (our brain) wandered out of the hole and the moment it set is foot out, the rat was captured by the cat(All the things that make us unhappy) . 

Thereby the time until our brain was able to live in the present then, it was safe and secure and mentally well however the moment it set it’s foot out in the future of thinking about the past things or the future .. Then At that very moment things started falling apart… 

Thereby try, try, try, retry and be assertive towards ur brain and fight with it in order to keep it in the present.. Rather than running it loose in the fields and end up being eaten up by the cat. 
*another great piece I read earlier.. Which again stressed upon the importance of living in the present. 

The things it stated that we should all do to bring our attention in the present is by focusing on our breath whenever we wander off. 

Further whenever u are feeling anxiety.. This can be because u are currently not in the present and u are either thinking of the past or the future.. And in both the cases u feel the anxiety about certain events… 

So Rather than thinking over them.. Take time and try to get into the present. Get curious about your surroundings. 

‌What color are the walls painted with. 

‌ Which piece of clothing u wearing. 

There can be tons of other things for u to get into the present. 
🔅🔅

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Monday- Ppr Miss

Hey hey there …well today I thought of sharing a thrownback.

Probably it was the best Monday I could ever have ..cause of some stupid..futuristic..insane..logical reasons

I can’t wait to share the story of Monday

So the day kicks off by me trying memorize some questions for my exam in an hour .

Since the days prior to exam ..i hadn’t had much output …so this was the only f hour I got to score passing marks.

Time passed by …I read questions..they weren’t getting into my head.

I decided the hell with this ..lets see what happens in the ppr. With full throttle on my bike I managed to cover 20 mins. Distance in some easy 10-12 mins.

But with the parking lot already full and I couldn’t afford to miss another minute …I parked the bike right in front of the entrance …with no security guard in sight I ran off…while running I was presented with another beautiful shock…The principal ..And some other important personalities were coming my way.

Somehow I managed to by pass them too…Meteor Avoided

Going towards the examination hall…while all of this was happening I knew in the back of my mind that yes ..i’m late …but not that late.

Making progress at my own pace towards examination hall…I saw 10-20 students standing behind the door that separates late comers from the non-late comers … the door between corridor and the examination hall.

At that instance I realized bitch I’m not late ..i’m very late.

Saw some familiar faces and asked the obvious question ..*Bhai late hogaeh kya…and came the obvious answer *Aaho.

At this point ..i wasn’t that much in grief cause …I knew my teachers they weren’t hitler…so obviously they won’t let so many students skip there exam and, thus we waited ..waited …waited..fanta..sandwich later a sir came and told us *Nahin..nahin…nahi (as if giving us triple-talak)..

U all have arrived late ..so no exam today ..come on time tomorrow and give the exam ….

And then the obvious retaliation by us *Arre sir why …we were here on time *Sir ur watch is ahead of time *Sir ,last warning *Please sir jii..

*Nahi…nahi..nahi (Came in the response )

But by now it was already 10:50 am ..and grief slowly started kicking in …*Shit was getting real

10 mins. Later  except the students no one was there..no teacher..no security guard..except the 1000 year old camera .

Then the M.com students took the initiative and said….lets all enter the hall and tell the teacher that sir have allowed of us and lets get going with paper.

My first instinct was *hell noo bro… I can barely speak and now going to the room and telling this ….no ..no..no..

But those students were adamant to their statement ..so 2-3 students went ahead.

5 mins passed…10…15

They didn’t came back …so probably they got away with it .

So obviously that ignited the missing fire among the rest of us and we thought of other idea to get into the room…Half of us went through the same route of examination hall..but me along with others we went by some different route …since our route was way closer to the room where I was supposed to give exam.

But being closure came with some terms and conditions…for us we had to climb the grills about 8 feet high …it was similar to like Pakistanis’ want to enter india by climbing the LOC ..

We decided to go in a pair,

I was in the first lot of pair..hehe..#Daring

I was successful in climbing and in getting down as well….

But..

But…

But….

But…..

At that very moment I regretted my Daring self

My examination room was in eye sight and a mofo sir caught me and the other person accompanying me.

The whole scene at that moment was like this…sir was standing in the middle..i was on his left and other party which took the different route was on his right side…par sir neh toh humeh heh pakadna thaa..kyonki god gives his toughest battles to his strongest warriors (Ee lol)

I was blank at that moment….

We didn’t took the safe walking route..instead climbed the grills ..jumped on the ground …made a bang noise ..and boom caught red handed ….hadd hogi bc !!

Anyhow sir was smart and we were trying to be over smart probably that worked against us.

But anyways …I wasn’t the only one who was caught ..that was the only thing that made me happy..

He asked us to give our id cards..*I wasn’t carrying id card

Then I knew sir wasn’t the strict type ..so he went to discuss about us to some other teacher..which gave me ample time to run away…

I came down with a view of students starving to give paper…and here we were coming out as if coming to the pavilion after getting run out.

At this moment I realized …yes hum late hogeyeh thee and teachers weren’t fooling when they said we won’t be giving exam today…

Finally it was half time and the students who took the oath of *we will be out at half time …they were coming out…..hass rahe the hum peh bc !! #KoeNaa

 

Cahlo yeh toh hue exam keh baat …lets come to the real blog..the whole blog starts now..Soo

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Kidding ..kidding

That’s it ..Monday the day which was supposed to be  boring and would have been if I had given that ppr ..but somehow ppr hogaya miss…

And the in the remaining half time …Gedi-bhature-gedi..and exactly at full time returned to home…

*Bhoth badiya ppr hua

 

 

That Time Of The Year

Yup !

its that time of the year again..

October month …lazy mornings …college holidays..Exam sar peh hain ..par hum blog likhegey

Anyways a quick suggestion.Never read inspirational,motivational,travelling books whenever u are occupied for over 2 months .

In my case i have this humongous task of getting good marks.Not cause of my parents but to get through my foreign visa application easily ..so all-in-all i am in complete fux right now .First, i started reading *When the beckons by Ravi Manoram . Secondly, the book is very persuasive in away that i have already decided to go on solo trip when my exams are over ..that’s how well written the book is.Thirdly, my mind is not ready to focus on studies right now and such mood change has occured just when there are 7 days to go for my first exam.#GodBless

Its that time of the year again,

Its funny in a way that the things i used get bored of or irritated by are the now officially the things i enjoy the most all thanks to my coming exams.

The boy who never woke up to go to gym (for which i paid ) is now waking up everyday to go for morning run-pull ups-push ups-clap push ups-meditation and  god knows what else. i’ve been doing the calisthenics routine for a while now but why now when all my focus should’ve been on learning and rotting my chapters.

Anyways i was a firm believer that time teaches everything but 7 days prior to exams and i am here writing this and doing meditation-calisthenics-Watching way too many awesome movies in a day-watching way too many episodes in a day -watching news ..wait u freak !! why news …indeed yes ..no reason why but i spend time there as well..#GodBless !!

But,

Since its my mind ..so i need to tame it …enough of travelling books shit  . Time to shift to Chetan Bhagat #OneIndianGirl. I noe there would drama-sex- drama-sex . So such books helps u in a way . ur brain nerves aren’t allowed to think beyond corporate life ..ur brain nerves aren’t allowed think about life beyond getting good marks and securing well-paid job. So yes indeed i am proud to shift to chetan bhagat …y not, i can actually see myself failing in every fk subject if my routine goes this way.*But trust me these past couple weeks have been fk incredible ..waking up ..going for heavy workouts-back home- sleeping -lunch-reading-takeout food-reading-cooking-breaking bad -sleeping again.

But time to change ..i will however continue with meditation …but will switch to chetan bhagat’s book which will help keep my mind within …and no more heavy workouts ..sit at home doing chapters ..giving exams …time out for some days…again exams ..and then finally after that back to routine .

Thats it That Time Of The Year is here to keep the desires intact and take responsibility

Adios!!