What about today

What about today …yes thats the question i am asking myself right now …

Who is this person ..why did u went out running in the morning when u dont even like this healthy lifestyle

Why did u meditate for god sake are u in ur senses …a person who cant even stop his mind from flooding with thoughts ….that guy meditate for 20 mins …whats wrong with  u man

The person who doesn’t give a shit about exams, covered over 4 chapters ..WHAT !!!

The person who doesn’t like going to tuition in the evening,went there and like a boss asked questions while over 20 students staring …and not just that but talked to the pretty girl whom i didn’t have the guts to talk for over 2 years

God damm it …today definitely was someone else….

Lastly ,had a great haircut .

So whatsup every human being …

Talking about today,i surprised myself with  all these things .Felt good cause life ain’t about living like a same  person…thinking like a same person…having the same haircut…talking to same people.

But its all the way round …as they say, what we want to achieve is on the other side of the comfort zone .

So started out by running 5 rounds in the near-by park(2 Kms approx)..then i mediated even though i hate sitting and concentrating but i read somewhere that all the answers are in introspection.

i don’t think i am able write properly about today maybe all these emotions are coming in the way ..anyhow i’ll come up with a refined one later …until then enjoy these raw typing straight outta my brain.

now coming back  to that girl part ….i entered tuition and i saw approx. 20-30 pupils sitting and starring at me cause i was late ..

But the seat i occupied was next to the pretty girl !! i asked her *is this occupied* to which she smiled *dead there and then .

Then i told myself this is gonna be awkward if i don’t talk her in the following one hour .

And yes i did talk…initially it was strange cause i couldn’t my emotions and they were getting in the way.

somehow we continued talking until a point where My tuition teacher pointed me out to stay quite *damm u

anyways talking to her made me realize its all about taking the initial step and not letting yourself restricted by saying to oneself that she wont talk you because of various reasons that you have in the head .

Moving on ,looking forward to some more experiences to share with you and want to know ur experiences as well…comment below ..lets talk

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Daily Doc 02 : Damm Day 

Time – 12:17 am

A day perfectly designed to test my patience, endurance, anger and God knows what else.

Woke up at around 6. Made a mental note to go for running and come back home at 6:30. Woke up actually at 6:20 and after  much internal fight I was out for running. On my way I met my running nightmare.. Stray dogs Not just a handful of them but the full gang and one of them was making sounds as if calling for more of his homies.

I can’t figure out why these dogs only come in my way.. There’s whole city out there for them to explore but naa they ain’t interested in that.

Got home after 20mins. Even though today’s progress in running was low but still  better than sleeping. #JawlineGoals on the way.
Moving through the day.. My dad gave me this humongous, mountainous, godzillan, trump’s wall… Task of submitting documents in the bank and getting his and mother’s driving license from a local government office.
Task 1 – Submitting Documents

Well I completed this one without much complications

Task 2 –  Getting The Driving license

Trust me… When In India.. In punjab (Bjp Sarkar)… In ludhiana (Pollution, heat)  and u want to get something from a government office… *Tumara Din Wahin Karab

First I parked my activa in the parking outside… Even though a few days back I read about the kind of exploitation the parking lot owners are doing by tearing off the ticket wherein info about the time and rates is written.. I thought of revolting back and be a rebel but I got out of my imagination and walked towards the office.

Luckily I had a *Jugard already in the office yet it took me over 2 hrs. to get license in my hands. *God knows what happens to the ones who believe in walking into government’s office with no Jugard.

Anyways I met with Mr Rajan.. Even though I make a presumption about every government employee that he/she is so full of shit and corruption.. But seeing Mr Rajan I wasn’t quite sure whether I should put him into that category cause he seemed concentrated in his own task rather than sitting idle and sipping tea.

I told him about my situation.. He took his own time but finally made some arrangements and send me over to another building where I was to meet another person then again another pupil and finally got the required license..

Even though words couldn’t  describe the kinda heat inside me when a mere 20 min thing took over 2 hrs. *Fak

(And I took off from my college to see movie but obviously ended up doing these things) *What a day

Choleh  –  Kulche for lunch.

*Big Day Always.

*Day Ruined By Father’s Driving License

*Rihanna 👣👣

Daily Doc 01 : Felt Real Good 

Time        –  1:44 am

Doc Date – 21st Sept

Soo yes yesterday was a good day.. Still can’t believe what is did. I saw a girl near Photostate shop.. I couldn’t recognise her but later I did, we both used to come at the same tuition. She was struggling to get her activa out and she was with her mother.

Now why am I saying I couldn’t believe what I did… Because usually I in these kinda situation I would run away before there’s any awkwardness between us and I was supposed to help her to get her activa out considering she won’t be able to do so…

Well what I did was walked upto her.. Her mother gave me a surprised look … I asked her, U need help… She asked to move the bike which was blocking the way… I moved the bike… She raced her activa.. And thanked me.. Her mother too looked at me and thanked me….

Now this may be a mundane task for anyone but I Noe for me it was a big deal…. Plus Now I have done this there’s no looking back.. There’s only forward looking… And I felt real good after that.. Plus I had a little crush on her a while ago.. So this small encounter was cherry on the cake…
Now the things boils down to this… I won’t  look or say anything to make me look desperate… It’s all about keeping the mind calm… And realising there’s only life either fill it daily with new experiences and new people or the same old shit..
Peace yoo
*The Time She Looked

#She #Her #Crush #Feel #Beat #Fly

Monday

Here  u are again ….u nerve-wreaking, peace shattering, pathetic,shit loads of work …Monday

I wanted to praise u more ,but my vocabulary in explicit content needs improvement.

But  actually i’m not mad at you at all…maybe cause today “Monday” wasn’t boring as it usually were.

Well just want to mention one more thing here, i was having some ideas about today’s blog …but somehow when i started typing …things took another direction and the whole topic which i was initially gonna discuss just wiped off my brain… ever happened to you before …Comments section below …lets discuss

 

Anyways i can’t say today *Monday* was pathetic at all…actually it went pretty well

But somehow i want to credit myself for that…2 days prior to today (Weekend) went horrible …i did nothing except than to watch movies and eat crappy food and did nothing interesting …so i talked to myself about dafaq is going on with me …cause you are the only one who knows what is actually going on and what needs to change .

So this past weekend …i promised myself that no matter what day it is…i won’t sleep regretting about the prior day ..So yes …my day went amazingly well..energetic…new experiences added …and most importantly nothing to regret.

About today ….

Woke up,

Went out for running ..great run (just need to update my playlist that’s all)

so running actually helped a lot to kick start the day…i came back home …i wasn’t sweating that much …but had to shower …all things done…i was sitting at the dinning table with oddly dressed hair perfectly falling back …newspaper in front of me …coffee in the other hand …i actually felt like a big shot executive …who was about to start his day.(but Nahhhh)

Anyways,

Reached college …again disappointing cause all the chutiyas were having girlfriends and me with my other friends who were perfectly eligible for them …were just starring them and drinking coca-cola.

went to attend a lecture …seemed appropriate cause i could deviate myself from having to encounter myself seeing another couple.

But its all how u look at the situation,

And trust this has no other side to look than to feel disgusted,(welcome to my single world)

But things will change, if not now …then definitely in next life.

Came back home,

i was having another class at 4 pm, but while i was having food i thought of missing the class today ..and actually that thought made me feel good….so if thinking about something could make you feel good …just imagine how much that something could bring happiness if i actually missed the class (Find happiness in small things)

So i missed that class a nap instead….

Thats it guys,

See you tomorrow ..or maybe later when i have something more to share ..with y”ll

Quote

“ITZ NOT ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU DO IN A DAY,ITZ ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU SLEEP IN A DAY”

night everyone

 

Have some good music to share…Comment it down below why it to yourself..

Appreciate your time and internet

 

ADIOS

 

 

Chaos

Whats up people …hope u are alive

Streak going strong …2nd day in a row (cheers!!)

anyways i read a quote a few days back when Amir khan (Pak Boxer) warned Vijendra singh *Be Careful What You Wish For* after reading that quote i felt irritated cause i am firm believer of dreams and wishes, moreover by giving our dreams a second thought simply creates doubt for our ownself.

Enough of inner thoughts lets get back to today’s blog

Today was a day which was tailor made by the almighty to put me through excruciating chaos and trouble .

Woke up on a high note ,went for a drive at 7:45 in the morning…actually my sole motive to wake up this early was to go on run …but things happened …songs were playing …bike was throttling…so i ended up riding for good 40-45 mins.

Came back home wrote a letter to principal for section change. Went to college …i was informed that the councillor and the principal were sitting in the same room …but since i had contacts with councillor, so i thought of waiting outside for sometime so as to have a one-on-one conversation with him…

i waited patiently

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.Dafaq going on

I went inside …no matter what happens i would put forward my case ..and leave the rest onto them

went in (Pumping)

“sir i want to change my section from B to A” i said in my softest voice

“Nahi Hoga”

“maaaderrr” i said softly inside

well the whole scene went for about good 10-15 mins.which usually involved me giving reasons as to why i want to be in that section and his reply was same as “Fuck off”

Gulping all the pride inside me …i went back to my college mates …(considering a fact that my whole group was outside  and they bunking the whole time then why the f in this world i need to change the section…haha )

Moving on ,

i came back home…with all the bul-shit i went through ,i didn’t wanted that to reflect on another thing or on  anyone else …

Had some food (obviously the only cure )

had some sleep (second best)

Then finally went out to get some fresh air and new shoes (shopping cures every fng thing)

There’s a thing about shopping …u find a nice shoe -itz out of budget…u find something in budget …then size is not there …bas essi chakar meh finally i ended up with Gol Gappeh

reached home …was in no mood to write this blog cause of no reason …just wasn’t in that zone …neither was i in mood to do workouts.

But u contemplate with oneself and finally u end up doing what’s good for u…so i did the workout ..put all energy into them ….and felt better .

I guess one rightly says *No matter how disgusted one is feeling,Workout is the answer*

Plus it helped me to get over with the shady mood i was in the whole time…

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Thats it folks …thanks for your time ..enjoy life by keeping a balance among health wealth and relationships

“Adios”

Welcome

So just finished my workout…doing home workouts cause, no time nor the money to join the gym..actually the latter .

talking about workouts …did good progress(actually, sweating right now while writing)

I am aditya verma,19 years old about to turn 20 in 10 days (wish me then), doing my third year of bcom. ,working of myself all the time ..say doing home workouts or practicing on my spoken english or being more confident in whatever field i am(but usually screws up !)

anyways why i am here ??

No idea, to be really honest …but yes there are things going on in mind right now,and maybe i am not able to stream them properly …so here i am to share myself with everyone with a view to connect with you …and also to get those thoughts out of system and share with you .

So done with the initial ice…

lets talk about today…

i’ve been observing something from the past lately that God does exit and whatever u wish for does come true…

well i was hustling  the whole month of june …in waking up, going for gym(2 hrs.) ..then for computer classes (2 hrs.) ..lastly for IELTS (5 hrs.) …god damm ..Fistly the june (month where we are supposed to lay all over the bed… i was attending these classes )

anyhow i managed that …then there were just 3 days left for my college to re-open and my dad calls up …and asks me to do some “Work”

let me define what “work” he was talking about…

i had to go to Vodafone store to pay a bill…then port that number to Airtel..(seems not so tiring but….wait for it)

i went to the store ..paid the bill ask the executive to activate the number ….”sir it will be activated within 2 hrs.” their obvious response(fuckheads !) ..so believing their typical answer i went home…after 5 hrs… i tried calling my dad …and my cellphone answers back to me ” Yeh suvidha aapkeh mobile peh laggu nahi hai” BC! …i felt disgusted as hell

Day 01″Work” ended

Next day …back from my computer classes ( Yes they are still running)

at 1 pm (prime time to sweat …and smell terrible)

i again went to the Vodafone store …asking them the f reason for not activating the number

after waiting patiently…

“yes sir how may i help you” she said..

“****###**^^*” i said inside my head

“The number hasn’t been activated ..its been over 24 hrs.” i said

“Whats your number”

“hmm yes sir …we didn’t filed the complaint correctly …it will activated within next 10 mins”

see there are many things i do shamelessly …but replying back to a women ..no ..no..no..no.

i gulped my pride in …bid her goodbye “Ok sir” she said in reply

 

Day 02 of “Work”over

i noe its getting frustrating but trust me what you reading i did that physically not virtually.

Moving on with life ..same routine …came back from computer class (there was one girl there jikeh liyeh hum wahan jateh thee …aaj pata chala uska Tally course pura hogaya *Cries)

Went to vodafone store again..

the executive who promised  to rectify everything was genuinely shocked to see me again.

After waiting impatiently….

i came to know the real f reason behind all this…and it had nothing to do with me nor the vodafone people.

it was my dad’s fault ..and i was used as a shield to cover  that shit for him…but eventually it came out..

there was another number whose bill was still pending to be paid,but my dad refused to pay it cause he said he didn’t used that number for even a penny …but  the vodafone people charged 350 bucks for it…out of frustration my dad didn’t paid that which eventually forced the vodafone people to deactivate my number as well…(Case Solved)

Phew !! finally

i paid the former’s bill ..and the latter got reactivated.

(as i am writing this my mom is forcing me to eat food ..can’t neglect the orders..)

so to wrap up all this ….my 3 days prior to college went like this …but …but …but

 

TO TOP ALL THIS I RECEIVED A TEXT FROM MY BEST WALA FRIEND THAT MY SECTION HAS BEEN Fing CHANGED ..AND ALL THE GIRLS ARE IN “A” SECTION AND I WAS ALLOTED “B”….

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.KYU BHAGWAN KYU!!! *Drought

Lets see how *First day in 3rd year goes*

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Feel free to mark your attendance in the comments below…and lets get to know each others life’s better ….cause social media has literally made face-to-face conversations very awkward …and i want you to start blogging as well cause when we meet ..we can have a lot to talk about

 

thats it folks…peace …health to you and all

 

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